Children - sons and daughters

As I sit here typing this blog...my baby is squirming in my belly. It's the most amazing feeling in the world. It hurts sometimes especially when he jabs me in the ribs but satisfying to know that he's alive and kicking. It's sad to think that this will probably be the last time I get to feel a baby inside of me. Unless it's God's will for us to have another baby - this one is our last one. So as of now we will be a family of four with two boys!!! That should be an adventure in itself.

I still long to have my daughter though. I've always wanted a daughter since I've wanted kids (since I was like 5 or so). It saddens me to think I may never get to meet her - but blessed to have the two children I have. Not everyone can have babies and they have a very hard time trying to get pregnant so I do count my blessings!!! But I still long for a daughter. I don't know how to explain it.

I can't wait to meet our second son. I love being pregnant and am going to miss it but at the same time I'm so ready to have this baby!! I'm ready to get my pre pregnancy body back and to move on from here. I only have 5 weeks until I can give birth and up to 9 weeks to wait. So we'll see what happens in the near future.